Somebody Needs a Nap

So I was watching the Today show last week and they had a story about a company that lets their employees take power naps during the day. It’s part of their schedule. Then Meredith was interviewing this doctor and he was talking about how sleep deprived we all are and that we are basically walking zombies. I thought this was pretty timely since I had been awake since about 4:30 am that morning for no good reason. Right then, a nap was sounding like a great idea. I think that George Costanza was on to something.

Productivity and the Power Nap

The doctor was saying that if people could power nap during the day, maybe 15 to 20 minutes, they would feel more refreshed, alert, productive, etc. This reminds me of one of my multi-tasking errands. I used to go to the tanning bed and sleep. I was never in there very long and the bed shutting off would wake me up and I would wake up tan. Nice!

Girl Maintenance

The more I think about it, the more issues I have with actually seeing it happen. What are you supposed to do about your make up? Sleeping in it is a bad idea. What about your clothes? Can you imagine going into some afternoon meeting with wrinkled clothes and bed head from your power nap? So what happens then? Corporate pajamas? Between changing clothes and removing and reapplying make up, that 15-minute power nap just became a lot longer.

Sleepless in? Where am I, anyway?

Any troubles I have sleeping are generally the first night in a hotel. There are new noises to deal with, lights coming from windows and under doors, different time zones, different bed, etc. You name it and I’ll have trouble sleeping the first night. One of the things I have to do is unplug the hair dryer. That may sound weird, but a lot of them have this weird orange power light that shines when they are plugged in. It never fails to remind me of the movie, Flatliners. Do you know what I mean? Julia Roberts keeps seeing her dead father in the bathroom and there is always this weird red-orange light that goes with it. Creepy. I don’t need to be reminded of dead people hanging out in my bathroom. Then there is the matter of the alarm clock. Generally, they are pretty reliable, but I always have to test them. I almost never rely on a wake up call; too much room for human error. By the second night, I’m so exhausted that nothing is going to keep me awake. I’m lucky to make it past dinner.

At home, I like to keep my room very tomb-like. It’s always dark and I don’t watch TV in there at night. I’ll watch it in the morning when I am getting ready or I may have it on while I am packing for a trip, but that’s it. I think there should be as few distractions in there as possible. I used to sleep with the radio on, but I can’t do it now. I almost never read in there either. I think if you condition yourself to thinking that your bedroom is for sleep and not for watching TV or catching up on work or surfing the Internet from your laptop, or anything else besides bed-related activities, then you should be fine. Obviously there are those times when your brain just won’t shut down, but if I can’t sleep, I’ll just get up and go into another room until I’m tired enough to sleep. Is that weird? I don’t know. It works for me.

I'm a Player

Do you like playing games? I do. Board games, card games, trivia games, and all kinds of puzzles. One of the things we used to do a lot of when we were growing up was play games. Board games like Monopoly and Life were ok, but they tended to go on too long and Dad never let us win. Games like Tri-Ominos, Connect Four and Othello were good for recognizing patterns, and Rummikub was good for math. No Candyland in our house; think Mastermind instead. Man, I was terrible at that game as a kid.

We didn’t have any video games around, but Dad did manage an arcade for a while. We used to go in on Sundays and play games for hours. I remember playing some fire engine game with one of my sisters. We had a pool table, so I learned some of the basics for that pretty early too. Other than that, we played a lot of card games. Sure, we might have started off with the usual games of Go Fish and Old Maid, but it wasn’t long before we all started learning to play Euchre. Hearts came after that and eventually games like Oh Hell and a really fun version of solitaire. I can’t remember what we called it, but it was really something to see when all 5 of us would be spread out on the living room floor with our decks of cards and trying to play off each others build piles. Shanghi Rummy is fun too. Uno and Skip Bo are fun, but not as challenging.

Dad has been recording movies and TV shows for about as long as I can remember. He has hundreds of movies. From a pop culture trivia standpoint, it means I can hold my own when it comes to naming movies and actors. It depends on the genre, of course. I don’t care much for Westerns, although I have seen a good number of them. I also really don’t like horror movies. My sister sent me a web address to a puzzle that asks you to name 50 horror movies based on the images in the picture. Here is the link. I did what I could, but this area isn’t my strong suit, so it wasn’t long before I had to ask for help. If you decide to try it, good luck to you.

When Trivial Pursuit came along, it gave me a whole new way to feel equally smart (pink) or ignorant (brown). I thought that making the different editions of the game was a great idea. I have a movie trivia game that I love, although I don’t get to play it very often. My family also liked to play Pictionary. I think that game reveals a lot about another person. You really start to get a feel for the level of another person’s creativity and whether they are an in-the-box or out-of-the-box kind of thinker. I have also found that there is a difference between genders when playing this game. The short version is that girls rule. (Maybe we can just leave it with the short version.) Cranium is a fantastic extension of Pictionary and Trivial Pursuit (plus charades and the creative use of Play Doh).

I have some great websites for board games if you are interested. And with Christmas right around the corner, you need to start thinking of something, right? I think there is something weird about people that don’t like to play games. I mean it’s one thing to have a preference for a certain card game or board game, but to not play anything at all? Weird. One of the things I miss the most since moving is not being able to sit around someone’s kitchen table (even if it was mine) and play cards and have some wine and just chill (while winning).

These days I am basically limited to Sudoku. Once again I was sitting in an airport terminal waiting for my plane to show up and I ended up teaching a couple of people how to do one of the puzzles. It’s funny the way it happens. Someone near me will make some remark about how they always wanted to know how to do it, but it looked complicated. Once I start to show them how to do it, it always seems to capture the attention of other people around us. Not much to do that’s interesting while sitting in the boarding area, so I guess almost anything counts as entertainment.

Rain boots!!!

I woke up at 6:19 am this morning to the sound of pouring rain. I thought about rolling over and going back to sleep, but then it hit me. I had the perfect opportunity to wear my rain boots today. They have been sitting in my closet for almost 2 years. I was starting to contemplate giving them up. I had mentioned my rain boots to Heidi at her house party a couple of weeks ago. She was one of the people telling me it was time to give them up.

Well, I sent her a nice little text message this morning. Oh, I’d say it was about 7:30am. I headed out and went to breakfast. It was going to be awhile before the stores opened, so I needed to kill some time. It was still pouring when I left and I was so happy about it. Sometimes you can only take so much sunshine. Of course, there is something to be said about the driving conditions on dry roads vs. wet roads in the desert. Even a little bit of rain and suddenly we are all living in Lake Las Vegas. It’s amazing how so little can cause so much flooding. Good thing I had boots on!

So I made it to breakfast in one piece and seriously on top of the world. Didn’t stop me from ordering the same thing, but I did go crazy and put jelly on my english muffin: blackberry on one half (not bad) and orange marmalade on the other (never again). AND, the lady in the booth next to mine stopped to tell me that she liked my boots. Was this a good day so far, or what? Heidi responded to my message and told me to have a nice day and to take pictures of my boots. Duh.

After breakfast I headed out to find some rain puddles. Ok, I went to Target. Sorry Dad, I love Target. And Oh My God, I had a good day there today. Apparently, Target has put out their own brand of CD mixes. Well, I managed to find songs that I have not been able to get from iTunes. Yes, they are 80’s songs. I finally have The Promise by When in Rome that isn’t some extended remix nightmare. I also have Major Tom by Peter Schilling and it ISN’T in German. It also had Promises, Promises by Naked Eyes and Hyperactive! by Thomas Dolby. I swear the only thing that would have made it perfect would be finding Crazy by Icehouse. The tradeoff for these little jewels is yet another copy of Tainted Love and Cars. Seriously, do they have to be on every CD?

So that was a good find. They had a whole range of CDs under their brand. Anyhoo, off I went to focus on getting the stuff I was actually there to buy. So there I am wandering down the aisle that has deodorant. Can you believe how many different types and brands there are now? I went to grab mine and I started reading some of these new scents they have out now. Why in the world would I want my armpits to smell like a tropical breeze? And what does Glacier Mist even mean in terms of smell? Then there are the fruits and flowers. I think someone in some Marketing department is sneaking into a conference room or broom closet to let loose a big laugh over getting girls to wear peach scented deodorant. Peach pits? Are you telling me they didn’t think of that?

I mentioned this to Notlob when I talked to her today and she had a very funny observation. What is going on with those Secret commercials and ads? You know, the ones with the weird nostalgia theme to them. They have these pretty designs on them showing women from each decade. What’s up with that? Since when was it cool to smell like 1950? They almost had me when I saw they had something that was rose scented. I am completely nuts about the scent of roses. However, having now said that, I will say that not every rose smells the same; I don’t care what the poets say. And the rose scented deodorant they had was awful. Hell, even tropical breeze smelled better.

So that led me on to other cleaning things. I picked up some cleaning supplies and I have to say, the weird scented stuff just doesn’t smell “clean” to me. Especially when we are talking about the bathroom. I picked up some toilet bowl cleaner and there were several types with different scents available. Do I really need my toilet to smell like a country orchard? No, no. I like the smell of bleach in the bathroom. I save all the scented stuff for the laundry. And I went nuts today. As I just mentioned, I like roses. Well, it would appear as though there is now a rose (and violet) scented detergent and fabric softener by Downey. Well, that was an easy sell.

I finally got out of there and I could see that the skies were clearing up. I didn’t think we would have rain all day. Ah well. One last stop to pick up some office supplies for my printer and I headed home again. I got home well before noon and it already looked like it had never rained. So, rain boot day was more like rain boot morning. That’s ok since I became consumed with another project for the rest of the day.

I am working on my Mom’s Christmas present. Aren’t I a good kid? Yeah well, I’m doing it for my own peace of mind, I assure you. I am making an address book for her. Actually, it’s a photo album that I am using as an address book for her. I’m just sticking index cards in some of the slots to actually hold an address. If this seems like a strange thing to have to provide for your mother, well you’re right. I think it’s strange that she doesn’t have one. Anyway, I’ve been playing around with my new photo printer and I think I may finally be done with her book. That left me some time to play.

Here is a picture of my mom as well as me and my sisters. What do you think? Are we related, or what?

I Know a Guy

It was a dark and stormy night. (Well, actually no, it was early morning and sunny.) It was the best of times; it was the worst of times. (True enough I suppose since I am working from home but working with a client that is burying me in paper.) Oh alright! It was Tuesday. I’ve spent the day dealing with bulleted lists in a PowerPoint presentation. I need a little whimsy, a little creativity, something not in 12 point Arial font!

I was taking a break from all my presentation fun and went to the Keane website. There was an announcement there that said they were working with their record company to record their upcoming UK shows and offering up a limited number of copies of each show for sale. Great, right? One little snag is that this offer is only available to people with UK mailing addresses. Well, I wasn’t going to let a pesky little detail like that stop me, now was I? You see, I know this guy…

Now I don’t know how many of you use eBay, but I only started using it within the last 2 years. The only things I have ever purchased from eBay have all been Keane related. It’s interesting, really. Me, born without the sale gene, on a website that takes price haggling to a new level. My favorite things to see on eBay are the words Buy it Now next to an item. I love it. Anyway, there is this one seller who I've purchased a couple of things from within the last 6 months or so. He has now just started emailing me directly when he is getting ready to post things. Oh, and he lives in England.

So as soon as I read about the live CD thing, I immediately got on email and sent my “Keane enabler” a note. I told him about the offer, sent him the link with all the information, and basically told him to take advantage of this. Translation: Buy it for me!!! (You know these things are going to end up on eBay anyway.) I was hoping that by giving him some notice that he might see his way of buying one for me without forcing me to wait for it to show up on eBay. The last thing I want to happen is to get in some bidding war over this.

So he emails me back and says he’d be happy to order the CD for me. He is already sending me something at the end of the month, so he offered to add this to it and just send the one package. Saves me on outrageous shipping costs, so I suppose I can be patient. He also sent out an email to his regular purchasers (I’m on the distribution list) letting them know about it as well. Can’t fault him for that; business is business. But how happy am I? I am hoping to get the package around Thanksgiving.

Finally, something new to go with my Keane refrigerator magnets.

Jet

Another weekend, another concert. I think The Joint at The Hard Rock is becoming one of my favorite places to see a concert here. This was supposed to be the weekend I went on my road trip to California to see back-to-back Keane shows. Instead, it was Jet at the Hard Rock. Their new album came out this week, called Shine On. It’s not bad. In some instances it’s different from their first album. It sounds a lot like Oasis, actually. The other thing I realized after seeing them perform live is that they also remind me of The Black Crowes from the Shake Your Moneymaker era (think Hard to Handle).

The opening band was pretty interesting. It was a group from New Zealand called Bloodcat Love. They had a female drummer who was totally awesome. I love watching drummers. To me, they are easily the most interesting people in the band. This was a pretty girl in a pretty dress named Claire. And then she sat down to play the drums. There was nothing pretty about her then. She rocked. The band was good, the music was good, and if you closed your eyes, the lead singer sounded a lot like Michael Hutchence. And, like everyone else these days, Bloodcat Love has a page on MySpace if you want to check them out.

I’ll be the first to admit that I know next to nothing about Jet. I have the first album (and now the second) but I couldn’t tell you how many people are in the band, the names of any of them, or even what any of them looked like. And whether you realize it or not, you know at least one if not more of their songs. Their first album, Get Born, was great because it sounded like a back to basics Rock n Roll album. The first single, “Are You Gonna Be My Girl?” was very catchy and therefore got over played. Having iPod use it in their commercials didn’t hurt. Seeing it performed live though, was worth hearing it one more time. I love hearing that guy scream. I now know “that guy’s” name is Nick. His brother Chris is the drummer.

The other big single for them you may know (and a telling premonition of the second album) was the single, “Look what you’ve done.” More of a ballad, it had that weird video that was animated and made me think of what Bambi on crack might be like. The second album has a lot more of these ballads. Listening to the CD this week, I wondered what the show was going to be like if this was what they were going to play.

I shouldn’t have worried. Actually, as a relatively new fan, I feel pretty lucky. They ended up playing a good number of songs from the first album as well as the faster songs from the new one. I felt like I was getting a 2 for 1 deal. As the concert went on, I realized they played everything the crowd knew from the radio. Normally you think the band is going to hold something big back for the encore, but they had played everything I thought qualified. So when it came time for the encore, out came Oasis. They played a couple of songs from the new album which were a bit slower than the rest of the show. I don’t refer to them as Oasis as a bad comparison; it just seems a bit obvious. And it seemed like a strange way to end such a high-energy show.

Overall, it was a great show. It was also the largest crowd I have seen at The Joint so far. (I totally rocked in my purple glitter eyeliner and black combat boots.) I don’t know that I can flat out recommend buying the second album, but there are some songs that are probably worth the download. One of the best is called “Put Your Money Where Your Mouth Is.” It has the scream. I love the scream. “Bring It On Back” is pretty good and so is “Rip It Up.”

Time Capsule

I was reading a blog entry on a Duran Duran site and someone had come up with a fun challenge for the band to create a music time capsule. The rules were simple: one song from each studio album, one song could be a B-side or stand alone single, and then one song could be anything from their catalogue including remixes. I think Nick responded back with his list. I suppose if any of them were going to do it, that’s who I would have guessed. Then the fans all weighed in with their choices. I won’t bore you with my list, especially since I didn’t create one. I did think about it, though.

The site said that DD has 11 Studio albums. I guess I didn’t realize they had that many. I had to go and see how many I owned. (Can I count cassettes?) If so, then I am only missing 3. I don’t have Liberty, Pop Trash or their very first album. I do have Decade and Arena, which aren’t studio albums, but have enough on them so I don’t really need the first album. As for the other 2…not real high on my list. They have some box sets out now with remixes and B-sides, but I don’t think I’m going for that either.

After seeing how many albums I owned by these guys, I wondered who else put out at least this many albums that I owned. The one group that jumped out at me right away was the Indigo Girls. I went and counted and sure enough, I have 13 now with the new CD that came out this week. I am only missing the live album Back on the Bus, Y’All. I think that’s pretty amazing that they have put out so many records over the last 20 years. So I thought maybe I should do the time capsule exercise with them instead. I’ll use the same rules I listed above, so that would eliminate the albums Back on the Bus, 1200 Curfews, and Rarities from the first part (not studio albums). Also, Retrospective is a greatest hits album, but it does have some original material on it, so I am going to include it. Here goes:

1. You Left it Up to Me- Strange Fire
2. Blood and Fire- Indigo Girls
3. Hammer and a Nail- Nomads, Indians, Saints
4. Chickenman- Rite of Passage
5. Fare Thee Well- Swamp Ophelia
6. Everything In It’s Own Time- Shaming of the Sun
7. Cold Beer and Remote Control- Come on Now Social
8. Leaving- Retrospective
9. Become You- Become You
10. Free In You- All that We Let In
11. Little Perennials- Despite Our Differences
12. Shed Your Skin (Tom Morello Remix)- Rarities
13. Romeo and Juliet – Rite of Passage

The rest of my music collection after that seems to drop off considerably. With all the greatest hit albums and iTunes available, owning music isn’t the same. You have to really like an artist to want to go out and buy an album, never mind all their albums. I made some guesses about which artists I thought I owned the most music. I was wrong in a lot of cases. It seems that 3 is the average number of albums I own for a particular artist.

Here are the next 5 artists that I own at least 4 albums not including a greatest hits album:

1. The Beatles- I have 7 albums and then 2 out of 3 of the Anthology CDs.
2. Prince- I would have been hurting here if not for my cassettes. They don’t still need to be functional, do they? I have 6 albums and then The Hits CD compilation including the B-sides.
3. Madonna- I have 4 albums plus the Immaculate Collection CD.
4. George Michael- I have 4 albums by the skin of my teeth. His CD Songs from the Last Century is awful and is sitting in the pile to toss. I also have his greatest hits. And no, I’m not counting anything with Wham!
5. Tracy Chapman, Garbage, and Rufus Wainwright- I own 4 albums each.

All My Ex’s Named Gym

Gym and me have never been what you might call close friends, or even exclusive. (He kind of smells.) Throughout the years I have been involved with a number of gyms and all of them have essentially been the same. I keep thinking I can make it work, but I’m wrong every time. I get bored, I get busy with “other things”, or I just get lazy and stop making an effort. Whatever my excuse is, I am always the one that walks away. And every reaction is the same; there is no finger pointing, no name-calling, just a question why I left, a plea to come back, and then nothing. I don’t generally go back. There is always another gym and another idea that maybe this one will work out better.

I’ve been going through this cycle for years. As of today, there is a new gym in my life. And, as I’ve often thought, this time could be different. Not because this gym is different, but because I’m different. This time I have decided to get beyond the surface and invest a little more time and energy. I am making myself more accountable. In fact, to help start off this new romance with this new gym in my life, I have my very own Juliet to guide me. True, Juliet is historically associated with tragedy, but I have decided not accept any drinks from her and to keep an eye out for sharp objects. Aside from that, she has agreed to help gym and me get to know each other a little better.

It’s around here that my clever (or not so clever) metaphors are really going to start to go downhill, so I’ll quit. I tried to keep going, but it got weird. Anyway, I have a series of meetings with my new trainer over the next 2 weeks. She is going to set up some different routines for me, which is good since I get bored so easily. Plus, she doesn’t want to spend a lot of time focusing on a lot of the really fancy machines since I am not as likely to find them in the hotels when I travel. In order to make this fit into a schedule that I will keep even for these first 2 weeks, I am meeting her every other day at 6am. Getting it done so early in the day is good for me. Even if I revert to slug-like behavior the rest of the day, I will have started the day off right.

We’ll see how it goes. My goals are relatively simple. I want to strengthen my back because of all the heavy lifting I do with suitcases and laptop bags and because my posture is total crap. I also need to work on my lungs so I don’t wheeze like an 80-year-old woman when I exercise for more than 10 minutes. Aside from that, if other good things happen, so be it. My doctor will be thrilled with anything, I assure you. If he isn’t, I’ll just beat him down until he is.

Par-tay

Saturday night I went to a house party. It was my first one since moving here. My friend Heidi invited some friends and family over to her house. It was mostly people from the spa and their spouses. I never even thought about it before going, but once I was there it was a real Bridget Jones moment for me. Add that to the general atmosphere of “shared history and inside jokes” and you can start to get a picture of my first hour. Everyone was super nice, but I was in wallflower observation mode. If I was going to have fun, it was going to take time and a drink.

That’s when one of the wheels fell off my wagon. Heidi smokes and says she is getting ready to quit. I decided to help her quit by making her cigarettes disappear a bit faster. It was disappointing to slip, but I decided not to beat myself up over it. It was one night and now it’s over. When I woke up this morning I felt awful, so it was a good reminder of why I quit in the first place. Anyway, back to the party…

Vegas Cornhole- Game On!!
Someone brought a game with them to the party. I still don’t know what it was called. It was really weird. It was similar in concept to horseshoes, I suppose. There were a couple of tall plastic ladder looking things and about 12 sets of balls connected with string. The idea is to stand at one end and toss a set of the balls at the ladder and try to get them to hang from one of the rungs. As you might imagine, the game was filled with all kinds of talk and innuendo about ball handling and t bagging and even a disgusting reference to something called a “dirty Sanchez” which I am NOT going to describe. I am just amazed no one’s car was hit. Personally, I thought it was more similar to the game cornhole.

Madonna was right!
At some point I was sitting outside and ended up talking to a couple of sisters, separately and then together about all kinds of things. They’re born and raised here in Vegas, which makes them a bit of an oddity as far as I can tell. So I talked to them about where they would want to live if they ever decided to move, more doctor referrals, and things like that. Ultimately, we all ended up talking about music. I listened to them talk about the different venues around town and where the best and worst places were to see a show. They were a lot of fun. Even though we listened to different bands (one of them was a huge Dave Mathews fan) we still found plenty to talk about. Music DOES make the people come together. Huh.

7$ Pyramid
Heidi was really good about taking pictures. She ended up taking a bunch. Everyone moaned and groaned about them after a while, but I decided to have a little fun with it. At one point I had gone inside to get something to drink and some of the people in the house had gotten to the point where they were singing along to the music that was playing. When I came back outside, I mentioned it to the girls and we talked about drunken people and the silly things they end up doing. I made some comment about getting them to build a pyramid for a picture. One of the girls bet me $5 that I couldn’t get them to do it.

I went inside and put this really pained look on my face. Someone looked at me and asked what was wrong. (Remember, I am the stranger here among these people.) I said, “You guys aren’t going to believe this, but Heidi wants another picture. She wants a pyramid.” The guys were ready. No hesitation at all. Their wives were a little more reluctant. I said that Heidi wasn’t going to give up until she got the picture (I don’t even know where Heidi was at the time.) Anyway, they decided to do it. Heidi shows up, finds out what we’re doing and decides she wants to do the splits in front of the pyramid. Cool! I opened the front door and stuck my head out and said “Get your money out cause we’re building a pyramid and Heidi is going to do the splits in front.” She was impressed enough that I pulled it off that she threw in an extra couple of dollars for the splits. I hope she sends me a copy of the pictures. They turned out well.

After the pyramid scheme, there were other feats of strength. One of the girls there was a cheerleader and a wee bit competitive. I’m not sure how the arm wrestling competition started; all I know is that I didn’t let her beat me on my left side. It was basically a draw. On the right side it wasn’t even close. Southpaw that I am, my right arm is useless. Then she and Heidi started talking about Karate and finally the karate competition video came out when Heidi totally screwed up her knee. At that point in the evening, you knew things were winding down.

I had a great time and I think I am finally on my way to widening my little circle of friends.

Appreciating Today

Like most people, I get cranky when I’m really busy and stressed. I also tend to get a little irritable when I am bored or idle for too long. There seems to be a certain lack of appreciation for living in the moment. I don’t think I’m very good at it. I find that I am either dissecting the past or planning the future. Here and Now is just a bad Luther Vandross song; it isn’t a state of mind.

Today I am dealing with the idle mind. Add to that too much coffee and a trial license of some photo software and you may start to get a picture (ha! I wasn’t even trying on that one) of my day today. I downloaded the trial software for work, actually. Since I had some time on my hands, I decided to have some fun with it.

I have been holding on to some pictures of Cary Grant. I love him. I own a number of his movies, several books, and even a sheet of stamps when they came out a few years ago. He has long been on the back burner of my list of things to do in terms of getting things framed. I have a great headshot of his that my Mom gave me several years ago. Well, I decided to go out to the Internet and see if maybe I could find some other pictures to add to my collage project. I found several to say the least. The new software let me play around with all kinds of effects and layouts too. I’ll just share one of the pictures here.

So after I was done playing around with that nonsense, I moved on to Keane. That didn’t last long since I’m still irritated with them. So then I moved on to friends and family. It’s almost October and I have yet to have my brilliant inspiration for Christmas. Last year’s stamps is this year’s???? What? I got nothin. But, I have been playing around with old pictures and my scanner and this new software, so who knows what I may come up with this year. Probably nothing since I am essentially telling you about it now and I have way too much fun keeping Christmas gifts a surprise. So I would say that some of you should expect to receive fun emails with attachments from me in a relatively short period of time, right Mimi?

So that brings me only to about 2pm. It feels like a full day already, but that could also be due to the fact that the client I am working with next week called me at 6:30, 7:30, 7:40, and 7:55 this morning. The joys of the east and west coast time delays are never ending. I can hardly wait for the next 3 weeks. That’s the time when I am going to wish for time like this. It all circles back to that lack of appreciation thing.

I can hardly wait for today to be over so I can start appreciating it.

All that’s Jazz?

I saw another concert this weekend. Last night I saw Jamie Cullum. He was playing at the Hilton where Barry Manilow plays. As a matter of fact, I saw Jamie in the Barry Manilow gift shop before the show. Man, is he short! This must have been my weekend to see the short people perform. Various sources report him as being 5’4”, but I find that a little surprising. Whatever, the little munchkin and play and sing.

I will officially go on record as saying that I don’t particularly care for Jazz music. I think I can count on one hand the number of jazz cd’s I own. I just have a problem with music that deals with a lot of improvisation. It bugs me. I went out on the Internet to do some research on Jazz just so I could explain better why I don’t like it. There are so many different types of Jazz; it’s impossible to make a sweeping statement to say I don’t like it. So fine then. I don’t like some of it.

Jamie combines jazz with a number of other influences such as pop, big band, and he even had a segment with drums he picked up from a recent trip to Brazil. It was like Carnival in there at one point. His show has a lot of energy and he played for at least 2 hours. It was a strange crowd too. A mix of college kids and grandparents. I noticed about halfway through the show that the grandparents didn’t stick around. I’m sure it’s hard to cater to everyone. So here then are some of the highlights.

First of all, the guy doesn’t exactly look like a jazz musician. Think about Billy Joe Armstrong minus the eyeliner sitting at a piano. Jamie is only about 26 years old, so instead of coming across as another Harry Connick Jr, he looks more like another Harry Potter. Seriously, all he is missing is the lightening bolt on his forehead. He came out in a blazer and pencil thin tie, white shirt, torn jeans and tennis shoes. After about 2 songs, the jacket was gone, 4 songs and the tie was gone, another few songs and the shirt was history too. Turns out he was wearing a Barry Manilow t-shirt under the dress shirt. He also likes to bang on the piano and climb on it and jump on it and pretty much everything but set it on fire. This is jazz?

Then there was the music. Jamie has 2 albums. He played a number of songs from both. The youth and wildness of his appearance is in direct opposition to his talent and very precise interpretation of his music. There is such maturity there when you watch him play and when you hear him sing. Some of the random bits of songs he threw in were kind of fun too. He did an interesting interpretation of Kelly Clarkson’s Since You’ve Been Gone. I guess even he can’t escape the album either. He also did a funny bit of Don’t Cha by the Pussycat Dolls. Strange, but true.

He switched to the guitar at one point. Katie- I know you can appreciate this. As soon as the guitar came out, so did the song requests. I swear I would not have been surprised to hear someone yell “Freebird.” No one did, but someone did yell “Sweet Caroline.” He did fumble around and play a bit of the first song he learned on guitar. A little ditty called “You’ve Got a Friend.” So, we had ourselves a little sing-along to that one.

Toward the end of the show, when the rest of the band was off stage and it was just him on the piano, he started to play a song that I knew the words to and couldn’t identify right away. I knew it wasn’t his song, but I couldn’t think what it was. Then I identified it as a song called “Love Will Tear Us Apart.” Now I know that some of you out there will know this song as performed by the Joy Division. Yeah well, I don’t know that version. I know it as a remake by another British gentleman by the name of Paul Young. Paul Young just happened to be the first concert I ever saw. So, I’m sitting there in the theater with my jaw hanging open because (to me) he is playing a Paul Young song and that’s when I knew this kid was OK. Actually, I knew before then, but that really sealed the deal.

The show was really good and I would recommend catching it if you get the chance. Even if you don’t consider yourself to be much of a Jazz fan, don’t worry. This isn’t too much like Jazz. If you want to download some songs to see if you like him, I highly recommend these 5:

• London Skies
• Frontin
• All At Sea
• Get Your Way
• What a Difference a Day Makes

Cyndi

I saw a concert Friday night. It was good. It was Cyndi Lauper. Apparently, she has a new album out called The Body Acoustic. The material on it is essentially old material that she has decided to strip down and reinterpret as “porch music” according to her web site. It’s been 2 days and I am still trying to figure out the best way to describe it. Best to just dive in, I suppose.

The concert itself was pretty good. It was outdoors at one of the smaller casinos. For the official first day of fall, we had some nice weather, probably no more than about 70 degrees that evening. Unfortunately, there was a breeze. It was relentless. It wasn’t too bad in the beginning, but as the night wore on you could see it was starting to have an effect on everyone, including Cyndi. There were some equipment problems, she started to get cold and eventually put a jacket on, and she had a slight cough that started to become more prevalent as the night wore on, although it didn’t not appear to affect her ability to belt out a song. Although everyone seemed to have a good time, I have to believe that Cyndi was less than thrilled with the whole experience even remarking at one point “can you believe we are practically in the parking lot?”

As for the music itself, she hasn’t lost her touch. Even with the new arrangements to her songs, she doesn’t shy away from the high notes and still displays a lot of energy for hitting the ripe old age of 53 this year. She also plays an interesting number of instruments. The first song, “Come on Home” from the Twelve Deadly Cyns album had her playing the flute. She also ended up playing the dulcimer, acoustic guitar and piano. I think it was the dulcimer that gave the show the “porch music” description she mentioned. Apparently, when Cyndi goes acoustic, it means going somewhere that is a cross between bluegrass/folk and reggae. It’s a strange mix.

I bought the CD today and many of the songs are duets. She does Time after Time with Sarah McLachlan and Sisters of Avalon with Ani DeFranco and Vivian Green. Listening to this CD, I thought perhaps she could have also named it “Echoes of Lilithfair.” It was almost like what I would imagine the Indigo Girls might have done if they decided to put out a Cyndi Lauper tribute album. (With a New York accent, of course) It’s not bad, it’s just different. After spending a lot of time reading up on Ms. Lauper, “different” seems to be an appropriate description.

As I spent time thinking about her and her career, I wondered if there was anyone comparable out there to her today. The easiest comparison for me to make was actually based on physical appearance and the ability to belt out a song. That person was Christina Aguilera. So just for fun, I did some checking into the backgrounds of each of the little dynamos and found some interesting coincidences. Not really enough to warrant an episode of the X-Files, but it made for some interesting reading.

First, let’s start with some basic bio information on both. Cyndi was born on June 22, 1953 in New York and is 5’3”. Christina was born December 18, 1980 also in New York and stands 5’2”. Both ladies won the Best New Artist Grammy. Cyndi won hers in 1984 for She’s So Unusual, and Christina won hers in 2000 her self-titled album. After winning a Grammy, both artists decided to stretch a bit with their images, each with different results.

Cyndi started hanging out with the WWF and helped produce an album under the name Mona Flambé. She also wrote a song for the Goonies movie soundtrack as well as the theme song for Pee Wee’s Playhouse. After all that nonsense, she decided she wanted to be taken more seriously and became more involved in both songwriting and production. True Colors was the follow up album to She’s So Unusual. Although it produced a couple of hits, none of her subsequent albums matched the success of her first. Many have been received well critically, including her album of standards, but all have failed to reach the same type of commercial success.

After Christina won her Grammy, she also wanted to get away from her pop princess image, which was understandable since she was trying to differentiate herself from former BFF and MMC cast mate Britney Spears. Taking advantage of the fact that she was half Ecuadorian and that the world was exploding with Latin music, she put out a Spanish album (which she learned phonetically, since she can’t speak Spanish). She also decided she wanted to be taken a bit more seriously (I think), but chose to go about it by shedding the good girl image along with her clothes, thus becoming Xtina. Her follow up album, Stripped made quite a statement. She also became involved with a movie when she teamed up with Pink, Mya and Lil Kim to remake Lady Marmalade for the Moulin Rouge soundtrack. The effort would result in another Grammy in 2002. Most recently, Christina has reinvented herself yet again, this time in the image of a glamour girl from the 40’s with her latest album, Back to Basics.

Some other things these two have in common:

• Cyndi has one son who was born on November 19. Christina was married on November 19.
• Both singers are said to have a 4-octave range.
• Patti Labelle is the godmother to Cyndi’s son. Patti Labelle is also the original singer for Lady Marmalade, the song for which Christina won her 2002 Grammy.
• Both women appear on VH-1’s 50 Greatest Women of the Video Era.

Obviously these two have made some very different choices in their careers in terms of style and direction. Age has a lot to do with it I think. Cyndi won her new artist Grammy at the age of 30 while Christina was only 19. The music industry was different, MTV was still relatively new, and there was no Internet or iTunes. It will be interesting to see what happens to both of them as time goes on. I don’t own anything by Christina yet. I appreciate her voice, although perhaps I am waiting for her to decide who she wants to be. Maybe she won’t decide for a while and that’s fine. That’s why they make greatest hits CD’s. Here are some pictures I found of them.

Celebrity Magnet

Notlob is my celebrity magnet. I am convinced of it. It seems like when she comes to town for a visit, we have some strange celebrity sightings. By now, you have all enjoyed the story of how she rescued me from myself in Sephora before I could approach a woman I was convinced was a friend of mine. She actually stood in front of me and physically blocked me from walking over to her. It was enough to snap me out of my trance-like condition to wonder if perhaps I was making a mistake? Sadly, not only was this woman no friend of mine, it was a rather sad commentary on my social life. But I digress…

On her latest visit, we decided to take in a magic show. I’m not real big on these types of things, but what the heck? Plus, we decided to see Penn and Teller, so if nothing else, it was sure to have some nice sarcasm thrown in which is always appreciated. Turns out, the show was pretty darn good. These are no bullshit kind of guys and they revealed the secrets behind a couple of tricks. Cool. And, in an unexpected twist, they were available outside the theater after the show for pictures and autographs. Here’s where it got a bit more interesting. We had a camera with us. No, it wasn’t a digital camera. Unfortunately, we had used up the last of the film before the show started taking goofy pictures such as this.

Had we known we were going to have some picture opportunities after the show, we would have planned accordingly. Then inspiration struck. We had seen their Saturday show. They also had shows on Sunday. Since we assumed they followed the same routine, we decided to come back the following night to get our pictures and autographs. Ok, so it wasn’t exactly a scenario out of Mission Impossible, but we were pretty pleased with ourselves for thinking of it. The next night we came back to the theater and waited in the hallway around the time the show was supposed to be ending. Sure enough a few minutes later, Penn appeared. And totally spotted us. Looked right at us. THIS is why I don’t play poker. I’m sure I had a guilty look written on my face. Ah well. We decided to hold back a bit and hopefully just blend in with the crowd. So we went to Teller first. What a total sweetheart. Here is my picture with him. Cutie-patootie.

Then it was time to face the music and go back to Penn. No way I was getting my picture taken with him. That was Notlob’s thing. He was super. Called her “Boss.” Both guys were super nice and very gracious to the crowd.

Now that piece wasn’t really so much a celebrity magnet story, but just another opportunity for me to post more pictures of myself. Shameless, I know. Besides, we sort of stalked them. But I do have another relevant story. Notlob and I were at the UPS store getting ready to ship some of her things home. While we were in the store, there was an older man there as well. I really didn’t pay that much attention to him, to be honest. He reminded me of JJ Walker from Good Times, but that was about it. I didn’t think anything about it. So, we get her box sent and head out. As soon as we get out of the store, she asks me if I recognized JJ Walker in there. Huh! How funny was that? I told her that’s who he reminded me of, but I didn’t really think it was him. She thought it was. I keep forgetting to ask my UPS guy if he knew. It probably was. I can’t wait for her to come back for another visit. Vince Neil is around here somewhere, I know it!

I Know Kung Fu

Sometimes there just aren’t enough hours in the day. I have so many things I want to learn about and do and I never seem to have the time. Ok, maybe I don’t make the time. I have CDs, DVDs, and books about all kinds of topics I wanted to know more about at some point. Some of them I have looked at and some of them I haven’t.

I think by now you know that when I get a new idea (or obsession) about something I am likely to eat, sleep and breathe it for a few weeks until it passes into the graveyard of good intentions along with all my other “projects.” Anyone that has seen my bookshelves can attest to the variety of subjects and the near pristine condition of the spines. This is not to say I lack follow through. I think this whole blogging idea has worked out rather well. Plus, I am once again looking at buying a condo and I already have all the books I need to remind myself of all the mistakes I made the first time and how to avoid them. No, I think part of my problem is the challenge involved and my learning style.

From a work perspective, I really enjoy the projects where I get to be creative. Building training simulations is fun, except when it isn’t, and then sometimes it’s even better. There have been many projects that have been truly challenging and yet, aren’t those the ones you look back on with the biggest sense of accomplishment? For me, I enjoy the feeling of total immersion in something like that. In that instance, I can stay focused for hours, days, and weeks. The downside to something like that is the rest of my life. I really get out of balance on those types of projects in terms of silly things like food and sleep. Probably a good thing those types of projects tend to be short term. From a learning perspective, I already know what I’m doing but I have the chance to be creative because of some customer request or system restriction that keeps it from being a simple project. On this end of the spectrum then, I have no problem in that pesky follow-though area (accountability may have something to do with it too).

On the other end of the spectrum then would be my “personal enrichment” activities. This is where you would find the things like the balloon animals and the learning Spanish, and the Dreamweaver tutorials and all that kind of stuff. All kinds of things I am interested in learning, but never seem to make the time for. Maybe it’s more a question of application. I mean, I could sit and learn Dreamweaver, but if I never have a chance to apply it to anything, why bother? It’s also a question of time commitment. I could learn how to make balloon animals a lot faster than I could learn to play the guitar. (Although if it’s anything like teaching myself to juggle, I may be more inclined to bet on the guitar.) So my learning style here would have to be short, sweet, and immediately applicable. Hmm. Given those requirements, it’s a bit easier to see why my bookshelves are a bit on the dusty side.

Wouldn’t it be nice to be able to learn things like they did in the first Matrix movie? I was thinking about that today. I was thinking about all the stuff I am going to have to research again before starting my property search for a condo. I wanted to be able to have all the information I needed downloaded into my head in a matter of minutes. I just remember the scene with Neo and Morpheus and the first day of “training” and Neo says, “I know Kung Fu.” Suddenly the guy is a black belt, or whatever it is you earn in Kung Fu. Yeah well, I don’t necessarily want a spike driven into the back of my head, but it sure would be nice to be able to absorb that kind of information that quickly, don’t you think?

Construction Junction

There is some weird construction going on around here. At the end of my street (and by end I mean where the mountain starts) I now have a 24-hour bar and restaurant. Across the street is another one. In the lot next to mine, construction has been going on for several weeks on some new complex. I had high hopes for a DSW/Starbucks/Sephora/Target combo, but I think it’s starting to look more like a storage place. Who knows? It wouldn’t surprise me if they found a way to sneak a bar and some slot machines in there too. All of this is less than a block away from an elementary school. Did I mention that? I don’t know who is in charge of zoning around here, but I don’t think I care much for it.

Aside from the odd zoning going on, the construction schedules are a little strange. For weeks now, I haven’t needed an alarm clock to wake me up. The bulldozers have done a nice job of that starting around 6am. It’s almost to the point now where I can’t sleep in on the weekends because it’s too quiet. Last night kicked things up a notch. I wasn’t very tired, so I was up late reading and I noticed this really bright light coming from the window behind me. I thought maybe it was a police car. I ignored it at first, but when I was still seeing this flickering light after another 20 minutes I looked outside to see what it was. Welders. There were welders across the street in a giant ditch.

I looked over at the clock and it was around 1 am this morning. There were people welding at 1 am this morning across the street. Aside from it being so late, my other thought was that it was so windy outside. We have had constant wind blowing for the last 2 days. And by wind, I mean 25-35 mph gusts all day and night. For as dry as this place is, does it seem smart to have blowtorches going with it being this windy? I thought about this as I brushed my teeth and finally went to bed. The torchlight made interesting shadows on the walls, but it didn’t keep me awake for long. Besides, I only had a few hours until the bulldozers greeted me with my wake up call.

Don’t Fear The Reaper

I’m sure many of you recognize the title of the song by the Blue Oyster Cult. It makes me think of a lot of different things. Since they are all clamoring for space at the front of the line in my head, I needed to make some sort of orderly sense to it. So here we go.

First of all, I just like the song. Its kind of creepy since it’s talking about death, but I kind of like the fact that they are just so matter of fact about it all. Hard to recall now what my earliest associations are to this song. All I can think of now is Tara. My good friend Tara doesn’t care much for this song. That being said, I love to play it for her, sing it to her, quote it to her, and basically bring it up any chance I get. (Hi Tara!) I think I even asked her if this was one of the songs she was banning from her wedding reception play list. Surely not?! So like it or not, I will most likely always think of her first now when I hear the song.

Once upon a time I fell in love with a boy. This was well before I realized that all boys were weird in some way. This boy was weird because he seemed to be preoccupied with his death. He was afraid that going through the motions of life (work, wedding, kids, retirement) would do nothing but serve as a constant reminder and countdown to his impending death. So he chose to do nothing. I know we are all afraid of something and fear isn’t logical or rational, but I couldn’t stick around with someone who saw me as another stepping-stone to the grave. Pretty romantic, huh? No amount of death-related humor was going to save us either. I tried. So yeah, I think it’s easy to see why this song would remind me of him too.

Next up is a little more current. I seem to be up on that high horse of mine again. I have taken to bullying my family about their wills. I’m sure this traces back to last Christmas when my grandma died. I think up until that point my Dad and my uncles were confident in knowing there was a will and that it was in her house somewhere. Until it came time to find it and no one could. In the midst of the grief of losing a parent, came the onerous task of going through a house of contents and trying to divide things up without a plan. It was polite and ugly at the same time. It made quite an impression, I can tell you that.

So, now I am all over everyone about having his or her will done. And, in a pot-kettle-scenario, no I don’t have mine done yet either. But, I’m working on it this week. I think like most of my family members; I don’t feel like I have a bunch of precious heirlooms that I need to worry about. Being sentimental (no really), there are things I would like to see go to family and friends that no one else might realize. Other than that? Yeah sure, bag it up and give it to Goodwill for all I care. (Be sure to get a receipt for your taxes!) I’m just saying to have a plan. The people that you leave behind are going to be too upset to be thinking clearly.

Along the same lines of making your wishes known about your “considerable assets”, you also need to be clear about what you want done with your remains. If the idea of sitting in an urn on someone’s fireplace creeps you out, better make sure someone knows that and write it down! How about life saving measures if you are in an accident? Breathing tubes? What if you’re in a coma? Brain dead? These are horrible things to think about and it’s natural for all of us to never ever want to have to contemplate what we would do or have our loved ones do in those situations. As hard as it is, think about how bad the alternative could be. You could end up in a situation where the decision is simply taken from you because you were unable to make it for yourself. Or you were asked to make a decision on the spot for a loved one while having no idea what their wishes might be.

Talking about death sucks. It’s like touching a raw nerve. It freaks people out. No amount of cliché’s of it being a “natural part of life”, or it “happening to everyone” makes me feel any better. Does it make you feel better? How about when a loved one dies and you hear someone comfort you by saying they have “gone to a better place”? I think it’s what we all want to believe, but I still think a good number of us have a pretty healthy fear of the Unknown. So in terms of going to this “better place”, I’m hoping for a late check in, which leads me to my final topic: your health.

It’s simple really. Find out what your family history is in terms of health issues. Let your doctor know and then make sure you have regular check ups. Granted, you may not get everything and there are things you may get that your family doesn’t have, but knowing your risk factors is important. Those of you with kids are really high on my list of people to bug about this. And when I say bug, I only mean if you aren’t already getting regular check ups. Avoiding doctors because you don’t want to hear bad news makes no sense. Avoiding doctors because you feel fine is out too. Stop it. Get your regular check ups. And if you are taking medications on a regular basis, make sure you have them written down somewhere with the dosage information.

Well then. I think we’ve covered a lot of ground here today. I know I got a little “passionate” there at the end, but who can blame me? I tend to run full steam ahead into things that scare me. I’m not any more immune to being afraid of the big dirt nap than the rest of us. I just don’t like being afraid of it and I really don’t like avoiding necessary conversations about it. Maybe you won’t say anything to me about it; maybe you will. If you are at least thinking about it now, it’s something.

And finally, my most recent association to the Don’t Fear the Reaper song? More Cowbell!!

My Summer Book Report

My Dad is a big believer in empowerment. Growing up in his house, he often said his role was to serve as a guide. My siblings and me were free and even encouraged to make our own choices and to live with the consequences of those choices. Dad would step in if and when we were doing something stupid, er requiring guidance. Possessing an entrepreneurial spirit, he encouraged the same in his children. One such “encouragement” was the summer book report. It strangely felt like punishment, even if he did sweeten the deal with money.

I can’t remember the first summer it started, but I think it was one that I spent in California with my grandparents. True to form, there were choices available for the report topics. Now I ask you, what 5th grader could possibly refuse to see the excitement of reading such epic tomes as “Think and Grow Rich”, “Closing the Sale”, Dale Carnegie’s “How to Win Friends and Influence People”, or psychological self-help fare such as “I’m OK, You’re OK” and “Games People Play?” Shivers run down my spine just remembering it. Thank goodness he never took it a step further and got us involved in Toastmasters. Puberty was going to be hard enough.

All of that being said, I now have something interesting to report for this summer. Today I want to talk to you about Walter. Wladziu Valentino Liberace, known to the world by his stage name Liberace and to his friends as Lee, has a museum and non-profit foundation here in Las Vegas. The Internet is a wonderful thing, so I am not going to go into a complete biography of “Mr. Showmanship”, but I will say that I was surprised about many of the things I learned about him. In particular was his commitment to music education. He created a non-profit foundation called the Liberace Foundation for the Performing and Creative Arts in 1976. As a recipient of music scholarships himself, he used his celebrity to create the foundation and provide financial assistance for other aspiring musicians. To date, the foundation has awarded more than 5 million dollars in scholarship grants.

I bring all this up in the context of the summer book report because Walter strikes me as a pretty savvy businessman who understood how to capitalize on his talent. He was able to take something that he loved and believed in and make a living at it. He was then able to compound that love into a business, a cause, and a legacy. A true entrepreneur wouldn’t you say, Dad? Oh, if that was only the end of the story…

The other reason I bring up Walter is the BLING!!! Duh! I mean, have you met me???? I went to the museum a couple of weeks ago when Notlob was visiting. It was my first trip and it turned out to be a lot of fun. The costumes were amazing! And, I had my picture taken next to the World’s largest rhinestone. Still waiting for the picture…Anyway, there is a special exhibit this weekend for his shoes. SHOES! Like I was going to miss that? I think not. I arrived early this morning, Starbucks in hand, ready to be dazzled. (And anxious to see what temptations awaited me in the gift shop.) I happened to park next to a van for one of the local TV stations. I thought perhaps there might be some local coverage, but I wasn’t sure how high this thing rated. It is Vegas after all, right?

Once I was inside, I went into the exhibit and saw the display. What can I tell you? They were old blinged out shoes. Sure, the cowboy boots with the candelabra’s on them were cool, as were the red patent platform disco boots, but there were only about a dozen pair of shoes there. Was that it? Were those the best? I’m not sure exactly what I was hoping for, but pink loafers and red sequin Ked’s were strangely disappointing. I started wandering around the room and looking at the costumes and shoes again. Then a woman approached me and asked me if she could ask me a couple of questions on camera. Umm, YES!!

So she clips a microphone on me and tells me to watch her and not the camera and not to be nervous. (Oh, if she only knew who she was dealing with.) The cameraman gets me set up where he wants me and then we are off and running. I figure she is going to start with something easy and sure enough her first question is “What do you think of the shoes?” I said, “I think they’re great. I’ve already asked if they have replicas available in the gift shop.” She laughed and then asked, “I don’t know about you, but with the glamour of the costumes, it’s hard to notice the shoes, don’t you think?” I said, “Well, it’s interesting that you mention that. I didn’t realize the shoes on display would be from different costumes. So now I am looking forward to going back through the costumes and looking at the shoes again. But I don't think it matters how showy the rest of the costume is. I mean, the shoes make the outfit.” She said, “Perfect.”

Thank you, thank you very much. So now I just have to wait and see if I made it on the news at all. If not, I’ll probably wonder if maybe I would have benefited from a few toastmasters lessons after all? Here’s a cutie-patootie picture of Walter from the 1950’s.

Oh, and I managed to make it out of there with only one purchase. The shoes they had were not replicas of his shoes. How weird is that? They were just miniature shoes. Well, I have plenty of those, but I ended up with a rhinestone cowboy boot anyway. So I took that and my cupcake with Walter's picture on it and was on my way. I have a few hours left to try and figure out how to use my VCR before the news comes on. Why oh why do I not have TIVO???

PS: Ok, I saw the news piece. Sure enough, they kept the hook I gave them. "The shoes make the outfit." was the piece they showed. Awesome.

The Healing Field

There is a special 9/11 memorial here in town. One of the cemeteries on the north side of town has planted 3000 American flags in tribute to those who lost their lives 5 years ago. I decided to go. Actually, I felt compelled to go. Maybe it’s part of our society, but it seems completely appropriate to acknowledge a 5-year milestone. For the last 5 years, I cannot tell you what I have done on September 11, other than to wish a friend of mine a happy birthday. Kind of hard to forget that one, you know?

I attend memorials with a sense of curiosity and reverence. Washington DC is obviously the best example I can come up with in terms of comparisons. I have walked the walk and seen the various memorials and museums. The Holocaust museum was especially difficult to go through, as one would expect. I will say that for as solemn as these memorials and museums are and for as somber as they make me feel, I still find that I am a bit detached. I realize it is due to my age and the fact that I have no real connection to these past events. Even with older members of my family, we seem to have come through History remarkably unscathed. Perhaps then this is one reason why I struggle so much with the events of that day and especially with watching the Twin Towers. I have no frame of reference, no family member who experienced another horrific event that I can turn to and ask,” How did you cope?”

The events of September are (for me) the defining event for my generation thus far. Others may not agree and I certainly don’t belittle any of the military actions taken for the past 35 years or mean to imply that they somehow pale in comparison. A life taken is a life taken. Perhaps it is another product of my upbringing, but to watch a War on TV with landscapes I don’t recognize has a way of desensitizing the experience. How long has it been since a war was brought to our own soil? I don’t assume I am alone in hoping that 9/11 is as bad as it will ever get. And yet, I think we all know better. We somehow manage to find new ways to hurt each other. And now, five years after the fact, the documentaries and tributes that began as a trickle have moved out of the TV documentary stage and onto the big screens. Another product of our times, I suppose. First you report it, then you try to digest it with added "expert" commentary and public reaction (with plenty of finger pointing), then research and theorize in an attempt to understand the nature of it (and find a place to catalog it), and finally re-create it in your own image with your own message. It’s like a media based group therapy session and we are all going through the stages of grief together.

One memorial I have not gone to, nor do I plan on seeing any time soon is Ground Zero. I watched a special on TV this week about the Ironworkers in New York that came in after 9/11 to clear the site. It was agonizing for me just to watch it and to hear them speak about it. They showed the footage of the towers being hit and subsequently collapsing and it was as if I experienced it all over again. It’s been 5 years, but for me it’s still too soon. Will it always feel like this?

There are so many parts of that day that I struggle with when I think about it. I knew people in the towers. (They all made it out.) I worked there myself on a project just the previous year and stayed in that Marriott. I went down into the Mall in the afternoons to get ice cream. I still have my badge from the buildings. The cover for it has a picture of the towers and it says simply, World Trade Center. One thing I never managed to do was go to the top. I always talked about it but never made it. I’m sure all of that plus a million other things were swirling through my mind when I first heard the news that morning. By the time I was in front of a TV, both towers were burning. It seemed very strange and surreal to be in the basement workout area of my office building, sitting on a piece of gym equipment, and watching TV with my co-workers, most of whom were crying already. The shock and almost disbelief of what I was seeing as I watched them fall was my undoing.

Strangely enough, it wasn’t until later that day after I, as well as everyone else at work, was sent home and was sitting on my couch watching the news coverage and systematically going through an entire box of Kleenex that my mind finally grasped the fact that I had literally watched thousands of people die. It would be awhile before we would get a final body count between New York, Pennsylvania, and Washington, but I couldn’t get out of my head the fact that I sat on a God Damn rowing machine passively watching the most horrific thing I have ever seen. I was filled with a sense of horror and rage made worse by the fact that I also felt so helpless. Is this survivor’s guilt, maybe? I don’t know.

What I do know is that I had another raging headache; similar to the ones I had been getting almost daily for the previous month. A week later I would be admitted to the hospital for the first of several trips that Fall. Totally unrelated of course, but it is hard to think of one trauma without the other. In a way it offered me an escape from what was going on. I would only hear or see small pieces of the news for the next 6 weeks. By then, it was supposed to be back to business as usual. We were putting on our brave faces for the world and getting ready to retaliate. And on and on it goes…

The memorial is called the Healing Field. I’m choosing to think of it as not simply a title, but a wish and a prayer.

Seeing it in person was powerful. The rows of flags were grouped by flight number or location (Pentagon and WTC) alphabetically. At first I just walked along the outside, for some reason hesitant to walk through them. Eventually, I did walk through them. As you can see from the picture, there was a breeze blowing. It was gorgeous. The flags are spaced close enough that as you walk through, you can’t help but have them touch you. It was an odd feeling at first, but strangely comforting after a while. As I wandered a bit, I gave in to the urge to just sit among them. And then lay down.

As I walked through, I realized that attached to each flag was a laminated card with a name and small paragraph about the life that was taken. As I looked at the names, I decided to look for those people lost in the towers that shared my name. Is that strange? I don’t know if I fully understand yet why I did it. Maybe I just needed a name, maybe I needed to see my name and reaffirm my feelings of guilt and relief that it wasn’t me. I found 4: Claude, Gregory, Michael and Venesha. Four people who were strangers to me yet shared my family name. And then, once I had given the hard knot in my chest an identity, I wept for them and for all the others.

Fall

Ok, I’m ready for Fall to be here. I am still a long way away from Fall temperatures here. The news last night talked about a significant cool down for the rest of this week with temperatures reaching the mid 90’s. Yesterday we even had a thunderstorm. I haven’t seen one of those here since July. I went out to the grocery last night and as soon as I stepped outside I smelled a strange combination of rain and fire. One of the things I had to get used to here in the desert was the heat lightening and wild fires. Lightening strikes start many of the wild fires. Apparently yesterday was no different. As I was driving to the grocery I saw that the fire was in the mountains behind me. I took a picture with my phone, but it’s really awful. Still, I like it because it is a weird mix of rain clouds and smoke.

One of the other things I want to do is start my wardrobe change for Fall. Again, still too soon for that. Regardless, I went through my closet late last night and ended up trying on every pair of pants and every skirt I own and trying to decide what to keep and what to toss. (Sis, I am putting you on notice that another box is heading your way in the near future.) I love going through my closet and getting rid of things and then reorganizing what’s left. I just need to pace myself.

I think I am headed to Colorado in a couple of weeks. I’m looking forward to it. I haven’t had to travel there for work yet and I haven’t been there in years. Plus, I’ll get to experience some cooler weather without it being a blizzard. (And maybe wear some new boots.) The only concern at this point is the fact that this trip will come right up against my planned road trip in October. Can you imagine what would happen if I was in any way delayed for this trip? I shudder to think about it.

The Theme at Paris

Getting older is rough. Your body starts to let you down in slow, gradual ways that you may not even notice immediately. Then again, you can also just slip into bad habits that you may not realize until someone points it out to you. I have apparently slipped into a bad habit without realizing it. Over the last 2 weeks, it has been pointed out to me more than once that I am not only talking extremely fast, but I have started mumbling a lot as well. It does explain the fact that I have had to repeat myself a lot the last 2 weeks.

I was already well aware of the fact that I talk to myself out loud. It appears as though I continue to do it with other people around as well. Nice. I suppose as long as I am in fact, talking to myself and not to people that aren’t really there or answering the voices in my head, I’m OK, right? RIGHT??? So in addition to people not being able to understand me, which is weird enough, I have also been guilty of not hearing things correctly. My Dad should get a real kick out of that. In fact, Dad, this story is for you.

ThreeL and I were standing outside Treasure Island at the valet waiting for my car. So, while we were waiting there, she turns to me and asks me what I hear as “What is the theme at Paris?” I didn’t answer her immediately, and I know I gave her a look as if to say “Are you serious?” Eventually, I said it was French while still continuing to look at her strangely. She said, “Oh, well it wasn’t obvious from the name.” Now I was really puzzled. I said, “It isn’t? How much more French can you get?” At this point we are both looking at each other as if the other has lost her mind. Finally, she says, “I said, what is the theme at HARRAH’S?” Ahhh. At that point, conversation becomes impossible as we are all but rolling on the ground with laughter.

We had one other incident like that involving “drive thrus” and “dry foods”, but I can’t remember the details. Oh great. Now my memory is starting to go too.

Love, Love, LOVE

I caught the new Cirque du soleil show last night at the Mirage. ThreeL is in town visiting and we decided to go. It was fantastic. The new show features music by The Beatles. It is amazing to me that after so many years, Beatlemania is still alive and well and charging at least $35 for a t-shirt.

All of the cirque shows are good, and each one seems to get progressively more elaborate in terms of costume, stage design and sheer creativity when it comes to jumping, flying, and resting your ass on the top of your head because you apparently have no spine. This show was no exception. So much creativity, it was hard to know where to look. The stage set up is very nice and surprisingly intimate. The stage is essentially round with various spokes that lead to and from the stage. With all of the action happening in the center, there didn’t appear to be a bad seat in the house. Even the furthest row seemed very close. We had front row seats and I almost wish we were in the back. Next time…

You have to wonder with such an extensive body of work to refer to, how they decide on the songs to use for the show. I was under the very strong belief that I was going to recognize every song. In fact, I had never heard the very first song. (I have since figured out it’s Because from Abbey Road.) Anyway, aside from that first song, I believe I knew all the others. In addition to the music, voice recordings of conversations and interviews were also creatively used to transition between the musical pieces. If you have seen any of the cirque shows, they all tend to use the clowns/mimes for these transition pieces. Starting with the pre-show all the way to the finale, these characters are woven into the entire show. In some cases, I find their presence seems to provide the only continuity for the shows bizarre interpretive dance nature. I especially found that to be the case for Mystere.

But I digress. So, coming back to the music choices, you had to figure that in addition to using any number of their hits, they would also try and find a balance between who was singing the songs. I would say in general that was true. John and Paul performed the majority of songs (in terms of the primary voices). George’s songs included Here Comes the Sun, Something, and a very beautiful (and strangely emotional) While My Guitar Gently Weeps. George’s songs have always struck me as being so peaceful and beautiful in a simple and elegant way. I think that the interpretation by the performers for these songs reflected that as well. And then there was Ringo’s contribution. I wish I could tell you they used A Little Help from my Friends. To me, that is his best vocal contribution. But no, I understand from a performance perspective that there was going to be much more to visually work with by using Octopus’s Garden, and so it was. And it was incredible.

The performance of While My Guitar Gently Weeps had a very memorial/tribute feel to it, so I wondered what they were going to do for John. I think the iconic song for him is Imagine, but since it isn’t a Beatles song, I wondered what they might use instead. If indeed they were going for a tribute to John, I would say it happened with the song A Day in the Life. I have always found this to be an oddly depressing and dark song anyway, and it was interpreted as such, I thought.

Now if you know anything about me at all, you know I was singing along for almost the entire show. I think most people probably were. However, I think it is one thing to sing along because you know the music and enjoy it, and another thing to be forced into a sing-along. For me, the cheesiest part of the show was during the performance of Hey Jude. I love this song (and Julian Lennon!), but having the performers encouraging the audience to clap and sing along with the Na-Na-Na-Nas was a little too much for me. Luckily it didn’t go on too long.

The other thing I found to be a little strange was the 4 children in the show. There were 4 boys that appeared periodically throughout the show, representing the “four lads from Liverpool.” It was strange for me because I found it took me out of the show and made me wonder about what they were doing about school, why they were up so late, how they were allowed to be in the shows in the first place, blah, blah, blah. Regardless of my child labor internal dialogue going on, the boys were very good, and I decided that since in fact, they were not my boys, I would let it be. Oh yeah, I said it.

My first and final impression of the entire experience centered on the sheer commercialism of the entire operation. By that I am of course referring to merchandise. The gift shop was a complete zoo the entire time we were waiting for the theater doors to open. They had pretty much anything a new or “seasoned” Beatles fan might want and for a ridiculously high price. One area that I might re-visit is the CD’s. I have a number of Beatles CD’s, but for some reason I am still missing a few, such as the White album. Anyway, they had CD’s, DVD’s, and all kinds of other Cirque du Soleil stuff too. I still have my eye on a Beatles watch, but I settled for expensive t-shirts instead. Then there were the pictures. There is never any flash photography allowed in these shows, but there is always a group of photographers available to take pictures while you are seated. ThreeL and I already knew that if the picture was going to turn out decent that we were going to buy it regardless of cost. And we did. Aside from the fact that I look like I am about to fall right out of my shirt, I can’t complain too much about it. I may try and mess around with cropping the picture, but until then, please just disregard the strange urge you are going to have to fix my shirt. And if it’s any other urge, then keep your pervy comments to yourself.

ThreeL asked me to name my 5 favorite Beatles songs. Impossible. Unless it’s with the stipulation that the list would change about every 5 minutes. Ok, I’ll try and type fast.

1. If I Fell
2. Things We Said Today
3. The Night Before
4. For No One
5. Yesterday